Tuesday, October 29, 2013


 From: Jessica Fisher [mailto:jessica.fisher@myldsmail.net]
Sent: Monday, October 14, 2013
Subject:
Transfer 11, Week 6: Kiwi's, Sunshine in my soul, A Baptism, 100 Pushups and a Violin Dream come true

G'day, G'day family and friends!
"What a bizarre title!"   I know you're thinking, " Kiwis? In October?" Well transfers happened and my new comp is a Kiwi!!! She's not green.... she's just from New Zealand! (New Zealand-ers are called Kiwis). 
Her name is Sister M and she'll be in her fourth transfer.


Haha. My new p-day will be Wednesday--- so write me! :)

I'm still serving also in Relief Society, which I love, and no longer in Guest Services.

Sister S and I went to a BAPTISM!!!!!!! So exciting! First one we got to attend in a long time.  The funniest thing happened though, we came super early like we are supposed to, and the elders told us that their musical number cancelled on them last minute. Another baptism was happening (a nice problem to have-right?) and one of the elders was playing the violin for it, and actually he happened to be an elder I took an investigator lesson with last August 2012, at the beginning of both his and my mission, and he played the violin at that baptism which was my first baptism on my mission (way back with Sister C)!

So I said hi and he remembered me and we talked real fast, and then I asked if I could borrow it or he could come play for the baptism in 30 minutes.  But he just gave the violin to me and I just went in the hymn book and found a hymn and made up an arrangement (my theory teachers should be proud at this point) and BAM! Performed it at a baptism. :) I realized then and there that I had finally accomplished a dream of mine- to play violin/a musical number at one of my investigator's baptisms. Wow. That was cool.

The baptism was so fantastic. The young man's face after he was baptized was so neat. He just smiled so big and was just so full of light.
There was one talk given by one of the elders, who gave a story that really made me think. He was sitting in Youth Conference/EFY (Especially For Youth) in Australia, and he and about 20 people were all surrounded in a circle. The teacher held out a lot of chocolate and all of the teenagers were really excited to have some of it. The teacher then called on a large, strong rugby player young man in the circle to come to the center. The teacher told the conditions for everyone to have the chocolate that they wanted. "How many of you want chocolate?" All the hands went up in the air. "For each of you that want chocolate, this young man has to do 10 push ups." The young man looked confident but still half of the hands went down from the circle. 10 hands remained. Each person looked at their friend and thought- he can handle it. Besides I'll give him some of mine when he's finished. The teacher said, "Okay, do 100 push ups." The young man did the first 10. The first person got chocolate. Easy. No worries. He did 10 more. More chocolate given away. And 10 more. After the first 30, sweat started to form and his face started to tense. He was in pain. Several of the friends put their hands down. But the teacher said something interesting, "Whether you take the chocolate or not, it doesn't matter. The price is still 100 pushups." The friends in the circle watched as their brave friend, who was in a lot of pain slowly finished the pushups with tears coming from his eyes. Some of the friends in the circle asked if they could help him do the pushups, or if he could do the pushups from his knees for it to be easier. But the teacher said again, "It doesn't matter. The price is still 100 pushups."

At the end of the parable, the teacher got up and said: "Christ paid much more than 100 pushups for each one of us. But just like the chocolate, whether we accept His gift or not, He still had to pay our part for us."

 For me it was a shocking imagery of truth. It reminds me of D&C 19: 15-19:

"15. Therefore I command you to repent—repent, lest I smite you by the rod of my mouth, and by my wrath, and by my anger, and your sufferings be sore—how sore you know not, how exquisite you know not, yea, how hard to bear you know not.

 16 For behold, I, God, have suffered these things for all, that they might not suffer if they would repent;

 17 But if they would not repent they must suffer even as I;

 18 Which suffering caused myself, even God, the greatest of all, to tremble because of pain, and to bleed at every pore, and to suffer both body and spirit—and would that I might not drink the bitter cup, and shrink—

 19 Nevertheless, glory be to the Father, and I partook and finished my preparations unto the children of men."

We either take Christ's gift, or we don't. But it's already been paid for. We can choose to pay justice ourselves all over again and suffer what Christ did, or we can learn from it, move on and move forward with love and gratitude for what Christ did for us so we don't have to, and simply repent.

We gave a tour today with two men. It was kind of an overcast day, cold and cloudy. The two men were high school friends, now 10 or 15 years later. One of them was a returned missionary and the other was his non-member friend who had always respected and admired him from afar. And they were at Temple Square. They were on their way from Los Angeles to see another of their friends in Idaho and made a stop there. The non-member friend had just agreed to hear the missionary lessons. At the end of the tour, we testified of Jesus Christ. As I was giving one of the most powerful testimonies on my mission to this man about how the gospel changes us because of the Atonement of Christ, through the window the clouds parted and the sun crept through, breaking through, bringing such bright sunshine on my face and on us as I testified. The Christus Statue was lit up with this sunlight that moment, too. It really was magical.

 I love this gospel so much. I know that Jesus Christ paid that price for me. He paid the "100 pushups" already. He didn't cheat it or give up or push it on someone else to do. He "paid it in absolute full" so that I could return to live with Him as a part of God's family again. He did the same thing for you too. It's something that I can hardly imagine, and yet it's something that I know.

Love,
Sister Fisher

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